mood:jiwang....

hai...

smalam i br crita about my love have been admitted in hosp...

now he stabil at kmc...

oh god thanks....

i totally miss him..

he call me this morning...

and i know he suffering from the bad disease...

i don't know what to do...

when he call me i can't say anything...

i just cry and cry....

i can't let you go...

if i can i want to be beside u...

that what i said and continue crying...

then he just repeat I LOVE YOU SAYANG.....

owh god....why us.....

i know i always whining and sigh....

i already pray for our happiness...

ya allah aku sayang perhubungan aku ni...

i know he accept me as my self...

he never ask me to change...even he know i'm bad girl...

tamak ker aku....

tamak ker aku nak rasa dia sayang aku...

i not even can concentrate on my assignment and presentation...

and he tell me...jgn tggl study because of me...

bkn i nak tggl study...i risau dekat u tau tak...

suffer a lot...dia srh aku study bg cpt habis pastuh dia nak masuk meminang...

ya allah nak terkeluar jantung ni...

tgh2 x chat pun ada hati nak masuk minang...

i ckp kt chat dulu...nnti la kita bincang bnda ni...

u i miss u...

u dekat utara i dkt selatan...

xper i ad lg 2mggu ja nnti i blik yer...

wait for me...

ok u i dah janji ngn u nak study leklok...

i g study dulu...

bye2 sayang...