stress+bengang

hai blog....

aku stress nak exam ni...hadoi byak lagi xstudy...

dah la nak balik kedah mama x bg...

sedey...

yg mamat ni dah sihat nak paksa2 aku kawen ngn dia..

aku ni ada masa dpn la...

sayang mmg la sayang..

aku ni muda sangat la..

br 22..

idop njoy pun xbis lg..

owh god...

aku stress..

aku ni tolak peluang ke?

ntah la...apa yg aku tau aku bengang..

ingat aku ni apa...

takda perasaan..

ok xpa....

mama aku xkan approve nya bnda ni..

apa jd pun mama xkan nak nya...

i know my mom..

uat masa ni bek aku jgn cakap ngn dia lg..

bnda ni blh jd lg truk..

knapa lelaki suka memaksa?

bukan nak kata pompuan ni xmemaksa sama ja..

ntah la..

apa2 pun i need to is concentrate to my study...

nak exam dah ni...

mood:jiwang....

hai...

smalam i br crita about my love have been admitted in hosp...

now he stabil at kmc...

oh god thanks....

i totally miss him..

he call me this morning...

and i know he suffering from the bad disease...

i don't know what to do...

when he call me i can't say anything...

i just cry and cry....

i can't let you go...

if i can i want to be beside u...

that what i said and continue crying...

then he just repeat I LOVE YOU SAYANG.....

owh god....why us.....

i know i always whining and sigh....

i already pray for our happiness...

ya allah aku sayang perhubungan aku ni...

i know he accept me as my self...

he never ask me to change...even he know i'm bad girl...

tamak ker aku....

tamak ker aku nak rasa dia sayang aku...

i not even can concentrate on my assignment and presentation...

and he tell me...jgn tggl study because of me...

bkn i nak tggl study...i risau dekat u tau tak...

suffer a lot...dia srh aku study bg cpt habis pastuh dia nak masuk meminang...

ya allah nak terkeluar jantung ni...

tgh2 x chat pun ada hati nak masuk minang...

i ckp kt chat dulu...nnti la kita bincang bnda ni...

u i miss u...

u dekat utara i dkt selatan...

xper i ad lg 2mggu ja nnti i blik yer...

wait for me...

ok u i dah janji ngn u nak study leklok...

i g study dulu...

bye2 sayang...

i still love him...

kitorg knl kejap sgt ada la 2 bln macam tu...

tp dia ni mcm paham aku n i accept him...

aku bknnya sng nak accept org tp dia ni ntah la...(ayat org dah bercinta mcm ni la)...

baru2 ni aku tau dia skit truk...

dh 2 kali di msuk spital...

aku tanak dia tggal aku...

aku dh jumpa family dia n dia pun dh jumpa family aku...

ya allah kau sembuhkan lah muhd fazli...

aku mengaku aku tak la nak sangat kat dia ni...

tp dia ni pndai la plk curi ati aku...

ingt nak main2 ja..skali aku yg sangkut...

aku nak knl dia lg...

yg aku tau dia ada kat icu...

last dia kol aku smalam....

ya allah terngiang2 dia tya aku sayang dia ke tak...msti la aku sayang dia...

sayang sangat2...

i want u...

plss dont leave me...

u take my heart and u want to leave me...

napa la byk sgt dugaan dlm hubungan kmi ni...

with his ex still come,his family....

but i still accept him as he is...

i dont know why i can't stop crying...

i already read the yassin for him and also for tng'kan hati ngan perasaan i...

i really want to stay beside him...

ya allah kurangkan lah sakit dia...

plsss...