berat hati...

hai blogger..
harini aku nak pindah rumah...
but i don't know why aku jd berat hati sgt ni...
mmg bengang sebab lps ni dah xleh nak online...
aku nak kn save bajet...
apa aku nak uat yer...
ntah la...
kata nak kemas barng dah half aku kemas...
ada la lg yg aku xhbis kms lg...
but i still have time to wrote in my blog..

hmmm....korang pernah tak rasa bla korang kuar ngan "x" korg tp korg dah rasa empty...
smalam aku kuar ngn bdk Cheras tu..
ktorg ni penah la kapel ader la dlm 2 tahun mcm tuh...
tp mcm empty jr ktorg punya relationship...
aku punya la syg gla kat dia tp dia dump aku..
he said that dia ader family prob xbleh nak handle 2 things in the same time..
fine that your decision...

after a year mcm tuh dia contact aku blik...
i still wonder what he want from me..
then he told me that he want to be a friends with me...
sbb aku still ada rs syg i accept him as a friends..
lps tuh tetiba dia m'hilang, he told me that dia ada gf dah...
sumpah waktu tuh aku rasa dia just nak guna aku waktu dia boring ja...

lps stahun dia kapel ngn pompuan tuh dia break up...
dia ckp that girl are not being honest enough...
then aku terpikiaq ko tu bgs sgt la nak org yg macam angel...in your dream la..
tp dia cr aku balik...and the reason kita kan kawan...
perghh...aku mcm marah sgt...
tp blh tahan lg...i accept him...this is second time dia uat aku mcm ni...

sampai skarang he like to use the term"friends" tuh....
tp waktu aku kuar ngan dia semalam aku rasa sangat empty...
rasa release sangat..
even dia ada ckp bnda menyakitkan hati pun aku blh xrasa apa..
he said that bila sy boring saya cr awak la...
mmg aku xder rs aper2...
maybe sbb slalu skit hati ngn perangai dia dh jd imune...
is he right person for me...

my heart still bleeding....
alamak tetiba ja teringat crita jiwang plak...
barang xkemas pun lagi...
lets kemas....
pindah...

by the way korang rasa murah x if sewa rm 130 sblan dposit rm 280....
rumah sewa dekat apartment ttdi jaya...
siap ader swimming pools lg and nak g kedai jln kaki pun sampai...
best tau....
suke2....